I'm a goalie. Goalies don't charge ahead. We protect. Boss...
[ He sighs and looks at the ceiling. All he seems to be doing is going back and forth, back and forth, with how he's dealing with his feelings. Why does this all have to be so damn confusing?! Sasuke half thought that things would be easier if he admitted to himself that he had feelings towards Yukimura. That hasn't been the case. He likes Yukimura, but why does he feel like taking the next step with his feelings is impossible? Like he's asking for trouble?
Change is scary. Right now, it's relatively comfortable if he could just quiet his foolish heart, but change could mean the end of that. ]
... Boss deserves someone who could stand beside him, someone who... won't hold him back or hurt him....
[ Is that it? He wondered earlier, but saying it makes it seem more real. Sasuke knows that he'd pretty much do anything for Yukimura. He wants him safe and happy. He wouldn't purposely hurt Yukimura. However, Sasuke has messed up before; he has hurt a good friend before. Yukimura could be hurt by Sasuke. There must be someone who would be a better match for Yukimura. ]
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[ He sighs and looks at the ceiling. All he seems to be doing is going back and forth, back and forth, with how he's dealing with his feelings. Why does this all have to be so damn confusing?! Sasuke half thought that things would be easier if he admitted to himself that he had feelings towards Yukimura. That hasn't been the case. He likes Yukimura, but why does he feel like taking the next step with his feelings is impossible? Like he's asking for trouble?
Change is scary. Right now, it's relatively comfortable if he could just quiet his foolish heart, but change could mean the end of that. ]
... Boss deserves someone who could stand beside him, someone who... won't hold him back or hurt him....
[ Is that it? He wondered earlier, but saying it makes it seem more real. Sasuke knows that he'd pretty much do anything for Yukimura. He wants him safe and happy. He wouldn't purposely hurt Yukimura. However, Sasuke has messed up before; he has hurt a good friend before. Yukimura could be hurt by Sasuke. There must be someone who would be a better match for Yukimura. ]